Can't write too much, the microwave justed beeped and my lunch is awaiting. I ventured out to find some bipolar blogs. I need to find out how others become successful while being bipolar. My biggest criticisms at work have to deal with things I cannot control, I try and it works most of the time, but its tiring. Its very tiring to watch everything I'm doing and reassess it but all the while I'm multitasking. did I mentioned that this is unedited? I don't prethink what i'm going to write or when i write, just that I'm writing, unedited and unsensored. At least try. I'm high right now. People might not understand the need for marijuana. I first started smoking marijuana to help curb my alcohol cravings. Alcohol was killing me, literally. So I switched to POT which isn't killing me as fast as Alcohol (theres potential lung cancer). Now, it is my vice. I know I need to find something else, and I'm hoping its going to come soon. TIme to eat. hungry.
Ramblings of a pot head, alcoholic on her journey through salivation and the recent realization of being diagnosed bipolar, starting therapy and bring up the history of physical and sexual abuse, sexual activity, identity crisis, divorce, being a single mom, being in a relationship with a manic depressive, marriage and anything else my life has to offer or that i've stuffed deep down to be recorded in this blob web log diary journal, whatever you want to call it...
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